lol, i hate my fucking life.

Anonymous asked:
I love that you wrote that: dairy, (that’s made for cow children and not for humans. It does nothing for your health. The whole calcium thing is a marketing strategy.) - that is exactly what I keep telling everybody. Humans should drink their Mom's milk while they're babies and then stop the dairy, just like cows do.

"It takes exactly one million compliments to erase the pain of one insult."

Night 1: I’m going to try and quit. Again. So far, so good. I’ve made it 6 hours. Progress.

You’ve got to start somewhere. I’ve still got a little fight in me, and it’s all going towards quiting. Here we go.

starlightdancers asked:
Wait. What. No. YOU CANNOT POST THINGS LIKE THAT. WAIT. TALK TO ME, LOVE.

I’m alright, hun. I just wrote it on here to remind myself to get that book. It sounds interesting. I’ll be ok, I’ve been there.. done that. I never want to go back to that place in my life ever again.

Must read: By The Time You Read This, I’ll Be Dead.

I’m sorry I’ve neglected all of you lately, it was never my intention to stop posting. But sometimes, life happens.

So it has to be months since the last time I posted in this blog. For those of you wondering…

I still have trich. My fiance now knows, he accepts me. Other than that, no more good news.

I’m definitely going to start posting in the blog everyday like I was when I first started it. It helped more than I realized. I haven’t gone a day “pull free” in over 6  months.

I have to quit, and I’m back at it again. I’ll need all you guys’ help. And I’ll be helping all of you as well. So, as far as the “Diary of a Trichotillomaniac” girl.. I’m back, barely hanging on, but still ready to face the fight.

wontdieacopy asked:
I'm SO excited for you regarding the Dr. Phil show. Represent! :D Good luck with it, I'll be watching!

Thanks so much! (: I really want this to be a turning point for young people to be more open about this and if that means being one of the first to step up and admit it and own it, then so be it! Thanks again, it means a lot. <3

Trichotillomania Awareness Week

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The Trichotillomania Learning Center’s mission is to end the suffering caused by hair pulling disorder, skin picking disorder, and related body-focused repetitive behaviors. trich.org


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It’s so hard to quit… because it’s impossible to run away from yourself.

Anonymous asked:
Hello, love. How are you?

I’m doing a little better today. :) And yourself?

Anonymous asked:
I have Trichotillomania too. I had it for 9 years now. I hate it. It makes me look like a freak. I've tried stopping but I can't. I don't know what to do anymore.

You’re not a freak. You are capable of quitting but it’s like a drug.. and it’s so incredibly hard to get away from. You can run away from yourself.

I just got discharged from the hospital today.. from the psych ward. It’s been a little over two months since I’ve shot myself and the sound is still ringing in my ears.